Showing posts with label E2. Show all posts
Showing posts with label E2. Show all posts

Monday, July 13, 2009

I'm a deadbeat

Boy, I can't believe how bad I was at posting since I wasn't having daily IVF appts. I had the initial disappointment of the BFN, but I've mostly been running around on the weekends and studying for tests, so I haven't have the blogging time (posting or reading) that I'd like. For the 4th of July weekend, we went down to New Jersey for a pool party/BBQ weekend with some friends, which was great. Then this past weekend was NoodleGuy's birthday weekend -- we took Friday off and drove down to NYC for a Mets game (of course they lost) and then up to CT to do a family BBQ. All in all, a nice July so far and the weather has FINALLY got summery in New England, so if I have to be taking a TTC break, at least it's a nice one.

In TTC news, I had my follow-up appt with Dr. Faboo late last week. He called my last cycle "interesting". He said that the lab did grade all three eggs retrieved as mature, which is good-ish, I suppose. It means that possibly I got 3 eggs over 1 egg, which is great. But that my fert rate was 33% as opposed to 100%. He and I are both dubious about the other 2 eggs really being viable, but it was a hopefuly sign that they were close enough that the lab graded them as mature. The other good part is that because my fert rate percentage drops, my insurance will now cover ICSI for future cycles. We don't have MF at all, but agreed that if we could get it covered, we should go for it since I get so few eggs. I thought maybe letting the swimmers go for it naturally could still be beneficial (survival of the fittest) but he said in a small environment like a petri dish, that a deadbeat swimmer could hit the egg as easily as a spunky one, so we might as well guarantee a well-chosen one through ICSI.

We also talked about DHEA and he's not a big fan. He said my levels were fine and that he'd be happy to prescribe my some if I want, but his take is that it's kind of the new, hot thing but he's never seen a study supporting its success. He said there was an abstract once (a "pre" study) but the authors never published, which to him said that they didn't see good enough results to support their argument. Since I already have endocrine issues (Graves disease, hypothryoid), I'm not keen on taking other meds unless I really need to, so I'm opting against it. I truly believe that it does help and that the women in the trenches are ahead of the doctors in this case, but I trust this particular RE, so I'm going with his advice on this one.


I also asked the following:

  • about stimming in the AM/PM -- he said no studies support improvement and it'll just mean more shots for me)
  • whether PIO might be better for me than Crinone gel -- he said that the two have identical pregnancy rates. While PIO may hold off a bleed for a few more days, it does not result in improved viable pregnancy rates.
  • whether I might respond better to Clomid than injectables since I got pg the only cycle I took Clomid, and he said absolutely not. He explained that since I already have high FSH, that Clomid does almost nothing for me as it works to naturally increase your FSH. He thinks it was just a coincidence I got pg that cycle and that he thinks I would have even without the Clomid.
  • We also talked donor eggs briefly, I just wanted to know if I need to get on a waiting list if I think I might go that route within a year and he laughed and said they have donors lining up around the block. He also told me that my insurance will cover the DE IVF, all the test and procedures. Though it'll still cost us @ $12k for the agency fees and donor fee.
He has some tweaks for me for next cycle -- his biggest concern was that my E2 was high at baseline. It was 95, so just below the 100 cut-off. Then it proceeded to take it's sweet time building up and I wound up stimming for 15 days. Next cycle, I'll reduce the Gonal-f (FSH) and increase the Menopur (LH/FSH), hoping to keep one follie from surging ahead (along with the ganirelix) and also to improve my estrogen and response time.

So, I'm hopeful that he thinks tweaks may help and that he thinks aiming for 3-5 eggs is very realistic. We'll see! I'll post more non-TTC stuff during this week, I promise!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Follie check #3

Welcome back to the slowest and most boring stim cycle ever! In today's news: almost nothing (as usual)!

The gory details:

  • E2 level: 254
  • Nubile Rightie: 17mm, 8mm (teeny) follie. 2-4 tiny ones, too small to measure.
  • Ol' Leftie: She was seen! 2-4 tiny ones, too small to measure.
Reaction?
  • Nice that E2 has doubled since Monday, but all signs still point to a single follie (the 17mm one) in play.
  • Hoping hoping hoping that the ganirelix holds the 17mm at bay and the 8mm can catch up.
  • Well, I see that the wench has decided to come into the sunlight. Interesting there is even anything to see on her surface area since I had pretty much chalked her up to an empty husk ravaged by time, tequila and her boyfriend endo.
Next check: Saturday a.m., continue stimming (gonal-f 450 + menopur 150) and toying with my hormones (ganirelix) through then.

Recap: Nurse D said the phrase sure to make my head explode "cautiously optimistic". Anyone who has ever had a doomed pregnancy with slow rising betas is sure to know that trite nugget. I laughed bitterly (when did I turn into an 18th century spinster?) when she said that and said "I'm glad you're optimstic, because I'm not". I KNOW this is bad, I KNOW I'm supposed to be all shiny and happy so that my ovaries feel the love. But that hasn't worked for me yet, so I'm trying the alternate tack, while still choking down my wheatgrass and watermelon.

On Saturday, all I'm willing to get my hopes up about is that the lead follie (Graafian, for science nerds) will have allowed the 8mm right follie to catch up and I can have my first IUI with more than one follie next week. If somehow a 3rd sprints to the finish line and I can actually make it to IVF, I'll keel over and NoodleGuy will need to drag me into the OR, caveman-style.

Friday, June 05, 2009

Follie check #1

The gory details:
  • E2 level: 96.4
  • Nubile Rightie: 2-4 follies<12mm, possibly some smaller ones
  • Ol' Leftie: couldn't see
Reaction?
  • Meh, would've liked to see the E2 higher due to these patches I've been wearing, but I'll wait to panic about this
  • PRAYING the 2-4 is more on the FOUR end. Plus, that a few of those "possible" ones pop up
  • GRRRR. The u/s tech told me she got a shot of Leftie after I did all sorts of interpretive dance moves on the table to try to force this Greta Garbo of a egg factory into the limelight. But no, that tech did not get a shot of it. LYING LIAR. I'd like to imagine that there are 10 lovely follies growing in seclusion somewhere in there, but in reality I know I'll be lucky to get anything from Leftie.
Next check: Monday a.m., continue stimming (gonal-f 450 + menopur 150) through then.

Recap: E2 disappointing but acceptable for now, Rightie is producing at her expected low levels but dependably, Leftie and the u/s tech are deadbeats. More to come on Monday!

Friday, May 15, 2009

Cleared for take-off

The nurse finally called me back at 4:30pm this afternoon with the results of my Day 3 b/w - I was beginning to panic that I wouldn't hear from her before the weekend. If I hadn't heard from them by the end of the day, I know I would have invented all sorts of scenarios in my head that they knew the awful, terrible results but couldn't bear to tell me. But thankfully - for NoodleGuy's sake especially - they made it just under the wire.

In order for my insurance to green-light IVF, my FSH needed to be < 15 and my E2 < 100. Praise be, they came back as FSH 11.3 and E2 76. It was actually Day 4 when I had the blood draw yesterday, so they may have even been little falsely elevated. But who cares!?! More than good enough and the FSH in particular was better news than I was expecting. Still in the expected "diminished ovarian reserve" range, but on the low-end rather than the high-end. So, in the relative world of TTC crappiness, this is good news!

Now I bide my time and wait for the RE's financial coordinator to call me and let me know that all the paperwork is completed. I give myself until maybe next Wednesday before I add her to speed dial.

Monday, April 27, 2009

Bonkers

Nurse M called and the u/s tech was not dreaming! I have a 20.5mm and 16.6mm follie and my E2 has zagged back up to 257! To recap it was 104 (9 days ago) > 227 (6 days ago) > 109 (3 days ago) and now 257. Whew! That FSH is driving my ovaries bonkers. So... I don't feel 100% optimistic here because my hormones are going haywire but I'm thrilled that I can trigger tonight and do the IUI (#3) on Wednesday a.m. Even if it doesn't result in a BFP, at least I finally had some follie response and have cleared the insurance hurdles to move on to IVF if this cycle doesn't work. Hooray!