Friday, April 24, 2009

Ugh and double ugh

These freaking injectables are screwing up my cycles bigtime, it's so f'ing frustrating. I was feeling pretty good and optimistic when I went in this morning for ultrasound and bloodwork #3 for this cycle. It's CD15 for me, which is WAY late, I never ovulate later than CD13 or 14, but all these meds can wreak havoc. Since I had a few <12mm follies three days ago, I was stupid enough to feel pretty sure I'd see at least one good follie this morning. But no. No further follie development from Tuesday, my estradiol has fallen from 227 to 109, my progesterone is 1.61 and my LH is 4.36. So, acoording to my body, I have ovulating. According to high tech scans, there was nothing with which to ovulate. Either way, I've crossed into the luteal phase and another cycle looks to be a bust.

I just want to get another cycle of injectables and IUI under my belt so that my insurance lets me move on to IVF. At this point, I've given up hope that IUIs will work, and just want to move on but I can't even get my body to cooperate for a phony IUI. UGH.

My RE has had me continue the 450 gonal-f through the weekend, making it 13 days I will have stimming. But my BBT has skyrocketed and I'm sure I ovulated on Friday, even some wimpy, loser egg. It's pretty depressing that I couldn't muster one good follie out of such high doses of FSH. I'm trying not to wallow too much until I talk to my RE this week.

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